Nil for the moment -.-

2009-10-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

School's going to reopen soon in 2 days time .
In half a year's time i'm going to graduate from poly .
Time passed so fast .
i still don't know the path i'm going to take .
i know i want to make it big and earning big bucks .
but sometimes i just don't know which direction to go .
Route 1: continue studying .
Route 2: Start working .

Of course, i would prefer route 1, to continue study. Though i don't really like studying but i like being a student . It makes me feel young lolol i know it's kinda lame . But it's true . Working makes one feels more mature and older . Perhaps let's say this after i graduate yeah?

I think that heaven's playing with me sometimes . lol .
My new class consist of several interesting people . hmmm .
Luckily not alot of enemies though :3
All in all, what i know is:
i have several close friends in the same class with me :3
but alas, yin yin did not manage to be in the same class as me .
The 5 party-ers/clubbers are in the same class as me .
few slackers in the same class as me .
An ex-admirer of mine rumored by my year 1 class is in the same class as me .
An ex-crush i once like in year 1 is in the same class as me .
A lesbian is in the same class as me .
etc etc etc etc .

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Hmmm, yesterday you told me to inform you if i feel that you're neglecting me .
Well here it is!
You're neglecting me! Hahah!
Everytime you go out for dance or something, you rarely reply me back .
I will always wonder what you're doing, who you're with, where you all went etc etc.
How will you feel if im out late with my friends and i don't reply you .
I wonder if your dance friends know about me or not . Or why don't you reply straight away after you received my message hahah >.> Don't know why but sometimes whenever i want to talk with you, but you reply kinda slowly . Bet you don't even know my hamster went to heaven .

Well it's hard to put it in words from here now on .
i'll just try to type out whatever i think and feel yeah .

I wonder when will i get to see you dance/bring me along with you hahah .
Not when you're at home, not when you're alone, but when you're in the studio with your friends .
I know i don't dance, but you and your sis like dancing so much that i want to learn dancing too .
I wanted to share the moment with you too .
Even if i don't dance, i want to be there to support you .
Honestly, i always wanted to accompany you whenever you go dancing .
Or rather, I want to go where ever you are going .
you don't have to worry whether i be tired or not, if i am i will tell you so no worries .
I don't care if you're afraid of showing me your ugly side when you're dancing or whatever .
But you know i dont care about such stuffs.
Everyone have their own ugly side. No one's perfect hence practices makes perfect .
I just want to accompany you and watch you dance even if i don't dance .
I'll feel contented enough just by watching you dance and passing you a bottle of drink after your practice, wiping off your sweat and give you a kiss on your head saying "good job honey".
It's not that i will feel bored or not .
But luckily i don't hate dancing or dancers at all .
In fact, I like to watch people dance . On tv shows , videos or whatever .
I just wanted to be with you yeah .

My friend and her bf always go out everywhere together regardless if it's her friends or his friends . They'll accompany each other . I just find it sweet and nice hahah .

One last point, remember about the sentosa trip which we discussed? lol you don't really like your sis's bf to go . But honestly, i don't know if i've tell you this before, I prefer a double date hahah .
It'll be like super odd if there's only 3 people, you, your sis and me.
I don't know but sometimes i feel abit out when it's only the 3 of us hahah . Cos you seems to spend more time talking to your sis than me . so yeah, sometimes i feel abit odd one out . so somehow i prefer double lol . It isn't just the sentosa trip we're planning hahah .

2009-10-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

i've finally changed my blogskin! but something is wrong with mixpod so no songs up yet at the moment .
loll my timetable's out today and wow the slackest timetable ever muahahaha =3
ima go fb awhile now (: ciaos (;

2009-09-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

hmm looks like things still remains the same till now lol .
i knew all about it .
Sometimes i wonder why am i so stupid in the past to waste time go look for a private server with ring effects specially for the both of us . and yet when you found one, you did not even bother to tell me .and hooked up with another girl instead .
is online bgr and family really that fun ?
perhaps i have not met mine yet (:
one day...maybe i should have my well deserved fantasy too.

There's an increasing number of people adding my facebook and msn these days . i dont mind in facebook but in msn everyone kept popping out and ask intro intro and yet none of them are handsomes -_- [pardon me] there's one with a fuck face who really annoyed me kept asking me for my hp number the first day he added me in msn. i rejected him flatly. The next day when i logged in online he kept spam nudges when i purposely ignored him. he got this "bu soon yan" face in his msn pic which reminds me of someone who asked me to have a secret affair with him sometime ago which im so surprised of. I met him at meridian JC when my friends and i went for the open house. he is my friend's friend. He seems like those class jokers and a decent fun loving guy when i first met him there but who knows he turned out to be a pervert lol. no wonder people say first impression is always very important. i think he must have gotten tired cos i felt quiet from him today lolol .

Besides this, im still quite surprised that my ex, Andy, actually added me in facebook when we have not talked for so long. It's a surprise to me because I thought that he's going to ignore me and im going to ignore him like strangers for life ever since we broke up. i think he's my only ex who did that. The others, we just avoid each other.
This brings back memories about all my ex-boyfriends. i don't like thinking back about them cos it brings back unhappy memories. hmm, so far the most impressions left by my ex-boyfriends are Andy[humjibanana], Alvin[pegasi], Anthony(Wintermilk) and Bryan[lamecools]...the rest i either don't remember their names or it's just a short online relationship/flings. [i realised most of my ex's names start with letter A -.-]
1. Anthony.
it've been quite long since we break up. Reason being? he's a flirt. he betrayed me. yes. lol. he's a nice and sweet guy, a pity that he's fickleminded. However, he's one of my ex who managed to maintain a normal friend friend relationship with me after we broke up.
2. Bryan.
Bryan's a good guy. He can give security to his girlfriend. To him, if he has a girlfriend, his eyes will only have her. Even though we always ended up never meeting in real life, but i had a nice and sweet time with him just in our maple relationship. A pity that a miunderstanding made us broke up. When we were close to patching up again, that bitch babyshenay kept pestering him. lol maybe it's fate that we won't be together.
3. Alvin.
hmm don't know what to say about alvin too. We broke up cos of a indirect 3rd party whom is his godsister. This godsister-eva, is not blood related with alvin. But Eva is rich, pretty and one year older than us. Heard that her dad is going to adobt alvin as his godson. i wonder if alvin like Eva because of status or what. he's always so close with her. like her bf. Even Eva's rl boyfriend stated that and is unhappy. Does he really think that Eva's dad will really adopt him as his godson? lol? Everyone can see that and our relationship began to fall apart with many unhappiness. So we broke up. He's one whom i still hated.
4. Andy.
Andy potraits a caring and sweet bf to me. in maple, he's always accompany me and friends are always envious of us. I still remember his friends, weijian and clay lol till today we are still friends. I liked the company of his friends cos they are sociable and fun and they always like to create space for andy and me and make fun of us when the four of us went out together. But i never expected him to backstab me and i found out a hideous secret that he betrayed me when i came back from my holiday. I caught him with another girl online and i was so angry that i "divorced" him without clarifying things with him. From that moment on, we never talked to each other again. Then, he hacked my maple account. wtf i seriously hate him for doing that. But his 2 friends are so nice to help me investigate this secretly even though the 3 of them are classmates. He is in the army now and single for quite a long time.

99% of my ex-boyfriends betrayed me except Bryan. That's why we came to an end. Why are guys so fickleminded? Why do they like to hurt me so much? Why should i waste my tears for these types of guys. I seriously hope that i will not meet anymore of those guys to be my boyfriend or husband. To think that even my current bf too. have all the good guys gone extinct? I'm sick of getting hurt again.

What i want in a relationship is :
My boyfriend/husband will only have eyes for me regardlessly online or real life.
I will only have eyes for my boyfriend/husband.
I just want a pure love relationship with no third party.
The Earth will only revolve around you and me. Yes just you and me.

Is this really alot? It's just the basic? lol?

Im always full of envy when i see fann wong and christopher lee on TV nowadays with their advertisements etc etc. The two of them are so loving and sweet that i could melt in tears. How i wish i'll have a future like theirs too.

2009-09-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

Some images taken today hhahahah (:

2009-09-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

Guess what day it is today?

hahah .

12 september 09 .

1 month had passed.

time fly fast huh .

well i've made several new resolutions too though it's not christmas or new year.

12 september onwards marks a new day for us perhaps.

I hope you're clear that i don't tolerate any other relationships regardless if it is an online one or worst still real life. I treat a relationship pretty seriously. Yes, im petty and selfish. This is me. I don't like sharing personal stuff. Fuck off. I bite. What happened last month is the first and also the last. If history somehow repeats again in the future, sorry but i'm afraid we have to say good bye. For i think you are not ready for a proper relationship yet. If you really love, treasure and cherish me wholeheartedly, there won't be room for any other girls besides Me. Yes, it includes flirting and flings too. Being friendly does not equal to flirting. Being friendly does not equal to imitating a foreigner's style. There're alot of styles in being open. After all this time, i've learn and realised alot of stuffs. I opened my eyes. I've learnt what i wanted. I yearn for a perfect and happy family in the future with a caring, loving husband and wonderful kids and not a broken family. I somehow fear this phrase - a leopard never changes its spots. I rather suffer pain now rather than in the future when we are going to settle down. What happened last month, how i feel, is like coming home one day after work and seeing your husband in the bed with a fox. This is what a woman , ANY woman hated most. I have to be truthful now. I don't like a two face person. Not one in a relationship. White lies are good. But, it's not when it involves a malicious purpose or a third party. It's just how you handle things. Please do not try to keep me in the dark anymore.

I believe in karma. The more a person tries to hide and run. the more the lies will begin to surface. It's life. It's guilt. It's karma. You may think i don't know anything. I may act like i don't care, i don't know. But actually, you don't know how much fact i know in the dark. The truth always somehow ended up in my hands.

You may run, you may hide. It's clinche to say you can never escape from my claw. I'm a monster, this is how scary i am. *evil laughter* I wish that you can start to share and learn with me. We're in a relationship right? what's a relationship if you rather share it with another person than me? I hope you'll learn to cherish me and treat me more seriously in the future.

2009-09-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

bored and took some pic pics hahahahh .
like the first two ;o looks quite vintagey to me o_o
having my fringe clipped up my head gives me a ballerina feeling *.*
lmao

P.S: I am not naked. I'm just wearing a tube hence the bare shoulder.
***Pictures are neither photoshopped or edited.***

2009-09-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

I am standing at 5 feet and 2.5 inches tall , weighing 104 pounds. o_o
well LOL did that conversion probably 2 or 3 weeks ago hahahh .
But NOW i am 99 pounds ! ROAR! 99 POUNDS! YES!

i think im short -.- standing at only 5.2 feet tall only -.-

Confused? what's with all these feet and pound stuffs?! l0l actually this is how the Americans measure their height and weight. So don't get confused with their way and our way . I did and was kinda embarassed loll .

I still remember how one of my buddies and i got confused with each other's height and weight because of that. It was funny so i remembered our conversion cos i've learnt something new too.

Thinking about it, it was rather amusing. lol.

I was slacking in bounce and met this funny dude[His name is nick] and we began training and chatting up loll .
We're talking about some food stuff and then i said i ate alot and i told him i felt fat -.-
so he asked whats my height and weight .
i said "160cm and 47kg".
Nick's reply was: "wtf with the cm and kg?! LOL"
My reply: "UH, don't you guys measure weight and height in centimeters(cm) and kilograms(kg)?!"
Nick: "erm, no! lOl"
My reply: "then what "terms" did you use to measure these height and weight stuff?"
Nick: "Feet and pounds O_O"

My reply: "ok, hold on then lemme do a conversion into feet and pounds O_O"
My reply: " OK DONE! Im around 5.2 feet tall and 104pounds! :O fat ain't I?!"
Nick: "HOLY COW! WTF?! 104 pounds for real?! LOL"
Nick: "I can't imagine how bonny you are! i think you can fly! =o"
My reply: "OH REALLY?! *Feels flattered* LOL"
My reply: "So what's your height and weight?"
Nick: " I am 6.2feet tall and 140pounds lol"
My reply: "ok hold on lemme do another conversion again to see how tall LOL"
Nick: "alright o_o"
My reply: "HOLY YOU"RE SO TALL LOL i can't imagine how big you are"

Lmao and so on and therefore -.- we continued crapping about it and it's quite lame. Well at least i learnt about feet and pounds more! HAHAHAH =O Well, i guess most americans are at least 110 pounds l0l they're bigger size and taller too ! *pout* HAHAHA :3

2009-09-06T00:52:00.001+08:00

hehe had a great day today! cooked pasta with hubby today! really had fun cooking tgt =3 but forgot to take pictures :( rah! wana try make lasangna next time ! =3

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*3 cheers please!*

*hip hip* HURRAY

LMAO

hahahah! i've finally hit 45kg ! wow it's not an easy task to lose weight -.- Did it without pills and helps from slimming centres ! Accomplished it with my own determination :O oh wow i can't believed myself too. Im always too lazy to go on a diet and exercise to slim down. I LOVE FOOD YET IM A PIG WHO HATES EXERCISES! Till my weight literally ballooned 10 over kgs over 2 years and almost hit 55kg :O My heaviest in my life ever :O hahaha .

First time im serious about slimming down ! Ask me For? hahahah not sure i guess for guys for girls for clothes !

Damn mom starts nagging and talk loud once im back home again . PMS? :O fug you. Actually planned to go with them for breakfast the next morning since i always didnt go. But she totally ruined my mood with her fucking nagging. Trying to pick trouble with me. Eye sore.

2009-08-31T20:58:00.002+08:00

[PG]Warning : The content below requires parental guidance if you are below 21 .

The bed is shaking .
My head is spining .
Ouchh . AWWWwww ... AHHAhhhhh ...

The pain is penetrating me so much .
This intrigued me .

My body's splitting into two .

Can't help but kept moaning like crazy .
I'm feeling so hot !

I'm ...

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OOooooOOOOoooOOOOoooOOOOOOOoooAAAHhhhhhAHHHHHhhhhhhhhhAAHHHHHHHHhh.... ~

Whatcha thinking? :O

IM FEELING SO DAMN HOT AND HIGH NOW .

Dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?!

HOT WITH ....

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FEVER!

Dirty fellow.

2009-08-24T15:40:00.001+08:00

i don't even know if im attached or single now.
Being attached yet doesn't feel like being attached.
My bf doesn't even talk to me now.
I can't even talk to you when i want to share my joy or problems.
Does staying a low profile from your parents means not communicating with me?
Do your parents dislike me so much that it worries you?
Please be brave.

Whenever i talked about us, i felt like you kept evading the topic.
All he needs is just his computer and his "another world".
Sigh.
I asked you when will you be back to normal, you said weeks.
how many weeks? will it be a indefinite number of weeks?
Will we still be celebrating our 26th anniversary this coming 3rd sept?
Will you really be back normal by 12 sept regardless if you have solve the problem or not like you have promised me?
I just want to ask, do you really think you have chosen the right approach to deal with the situation now?

I don't know but since we promised the 1 month period, for you to leave the online world and improve your family problems, and you said you want to continue our relationship few days ago, i shall wait for 12 sept then.
I trust the tears you shed about how much you love me and how much you want me to stay by your side. Please don't disappoint me.

2009-08-22T22:14:00.001+08:00

So bored these days hahah . Mainly mapling and chatting in bounce with all my new pals, watching tv, dramas online, anime etc.

Hias, Initially i was so happy that my internship finally ended. Because i can finally spend my entire holiday going out everyday with you. I've looked forward to this for so long. To spend quality time with you before you enter army. But it turns out otherwise. We spend so little time with each other now instead. Sigh. So many things i wanted to do like going to the beach, cycling, movies, walk walk etc. I wanted to visit special places with you. I wonder when you'll be back to normal again. Really hope to spend some time with you before you enter army. Please wake up soon and dump your computer.

2009-08-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

it's friday again hahah . feels so bored now .

why are your family problems making us can't talk? I don't understand . Didn't we talked as usual like last time? So what is wrong now? o_o

Are you afraid that your mom will try to break us up? when she is feeling down and upset now and couldn't think properly? Please, you're already 20 now, going for army soon, not a 15 year old kid. She did that the last time cos you're still so young. She's afraid you may go the wrong path in the past. Actually, hearing you talk about your past like going clubbing, misbehaving, fighting with your father, running away from home to your neighbours' house and stay for a few days? I can really understand why your mom did that. But you've changed now isn't it? Into a proper Man. right? If you are my son, I will do that too. I wouldn't let my son out go clubbing, hugging other girls at such young age. You know, young kids below 18 usually don't think about their future. But you're going into army soon, Big guy.

I think you're more mature now. I don't know if i got tell you about this before, during the start of our relationship, your mom did called me a few times and we talked abit. She was trying to know me. She did warn me about those pre-marital sex blah blah and all. She's worry that we might do the wrong stuff cos im only 17 and you're only 18 then. I did assured her that i wouldn't do that and i think the same way as her too. After 1 month, she didn't call me anymore. Once in a blue moon, she even send some sms to ask how i was doing and a good night message. I believe that she cares for me. I believed that she trusted me enough and here we are, coming so far after 2 years. I doubt she hates me. I'm already 19 and you're 20. Adults. I would love to care for her and get along with her, treating her like my second mom. I don't mind telling her i love her and hug her too.

Even if your mom calls me and say nasty things, i'm telling you in your face that i am not afraid of it. I believe we can make it. I'm strong enough yeah. If she find ways to keep you at home, i can pop by secretly or we can meet up when you're going out or sth. We can talk after she sleeps. So many many many stuffs we can do. Do you understand this? I am not afraid and are you?

I thought your family seems better already. I don't really know what is in your mind now.
It's not that im getting pek cek with you, i only want an answer. When will you be back normal? when will you be back to me? or no? and loads of other stuffs.

I miss you so much yet i can't see you, can't touch you nor even talk to you.

Nevermind, i'll wait till the day when you're ready to call me. Please don't drag on too long already :<

2009-08-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

hahahh went through some photo albums today . seldom posted up our pics before , well here are some best one i think >.> i think these pics are taken 1 month ago , wonder if there will be more in the future though hahah .

The pictures below are taken today before going out hahahh

2009-08-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

hahah tml marks the one week since we last talk. There's alot of things inside me i wana know.

1. Do you still love me?
2. Am i still your wifey?
why you're not calling me that anymore? are you refraining yourself or?
i really felt happy yesterday night when you called me wifey, i thought you're back, but it seems you did it accidentally? ):
3. When will you be calling me again? when will we be talking again?

So how long more will things be back to normal? i really wish to know :(

2009-08-18T21:25:00.001+08:00

it've been a few days since we last spoke. I wonder when will we be speaking again.

2009-08-18T08:26:00.000+08:00

How i wish that i can live with you and hug you to sleep .

2009-08-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

My wishes:
1. I wish that everything will be back normal, like the time we shared together in the past. I felt really happy those times we had back then. I really miss it. It've been quite a long time since we've met up. It seems like we're all stuck in a windwhirl now. It's like a test to all of us. We've g0tta stay strong and withstand this test yeah?

2. I wish that your family can get back together soon.
i know that your parents' nagging and your sister's is making you irritated. Why don't you try another approach? Face everything with a smile and say "i can do it" Please do not give up even on yourself.

3. I wish you can look towards the future with a positive mindset.

4. I wish you can be more cheerful. You are now so glum and grumpy which makes me feel sad.
You know, i don't mind lending you my shoulder to cry on once, cry out loud and let out your frustration.

5. I wish you can open up your heart more, share your problems with me. Humans are not immortal, they need someone to speak to; listen to their problems, hence the definition of one's respective partner. Let me be the ear to your problems.

6. I wish you can learn to relax, learn how to handle problems and not running away from them.

7. I wish you can be truthful to me.

8. I wish that you can solve these problems and not creating more problems. Whenever humans solve a problem, they grow up abit. It's part of the growing up process. When they deal with the problems, they realize what went wrong and gain new knowledge by trying to solve the problem and refrain the problem from surfacing again. Do remember to always think positive. I'll always be there to support you.

you ask me why i did all these? Because i can only say i love you.

2009-08-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

finally my dental appointment is over ! but the next one's on september! 1 more mth hahah! that will be the time whereby i'll meet the braces specialist for consultation. I can't believe i'll actually miss my dentist after yesterday though it was a horrifying experience for me lol. I wonder if my dentist and his nurse had laugh at me for being such a baby in front of them hahah. But i really appreciate them for being so patient and caring. They really know how to "hong" me to ask me relax. hahah. One thing i know for sure is, i may have to go through an operation to remove the hidden tooth in my gum if im going for braces and it's better too even if im not. Im so damn stress and scare now.

During these few rough days, i appreciated some of my friends and classmates who cared about me. I think i've learnt some stuffs too. hahah one of you even tried to teach me something from your over-use bible to cheer me up. We may not be very close friends but you listened to my rantings hahah thanks. I also know for sure that i will not date a online pixel myself. Why waste time on something like pixels? I think it's true. Between a pixel and a real man, who would you date? I need to look positive. You never know who may appear in your life. Cherish is the word.

2009-08-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

i thought the storm had passed. But it seems to just begin. I wonder when will stuff turns better. Im afraid i'll break down before it comes. It seems so easy yet so hard. The waves seems to be big this time. Someone please guide me. Who will be my angel?

Note: The stuffs below is written from my instinct. A woman's instinct. what i feel. People always say a girl had strong instinct. I wonder if it's true. If it's false, Please ignore everything i wrote. If it's true, congratulation to my instinct, you have grown.

you said it'll only be in maple. But now it seems to invade your msn. All over i saw another girl's name. I am not a retard, it's so obvious. I tried to disregard the maple issue. I've been trying so hard to forget everything, her name and your lovey dovey stuffs with her. Like you told me to do so, to close an eye this time. But why are you being so cruel? To keep repeating and repeating it to me again. I'm trying very very hard to hold on. But We've been together for so long, when is the last time i've ever saw my name appearing in your msn, when is the last time i've seen sweet messages from you, to me. Just when a new girl appear, everything of you changed. Everything seems to evolve within "Timo & May", "May & Timo".

It seems like you don't belong to me anymore. Sometimes i felt i don't feel significant to you anymore. You know what's the most important feeling to a girl? Security from her boyfriend. I do not want to admit this but i dont feel secure now.

You said you only add the admin in your msn. But there seems to be alot of evidences pointing to the fact that she is in your Msn too. why lie. To protect me, dont want to upset me? If she's not in your msn, why bother to change your msn nick so much to be so loving. For me? But i don't know why can't i feel it. I don't know but even in Msn, i see her name. What should i do? Evade msn and maple?

I don't want to force you or anything. Im trying to be understanding that you're having family problems. Im also trying to help you and your family to patch back like in the past, a happy family as much as i can. But can you please try to understand my feelings that i have to go through too? You give me a temper everytime whenever i talk abit about You and May. Why? It upsets me. Can't i ask abit?

You asked me to give you 1 month to settle this from 11 August. By then, Will you be able to end this? Will there be a second time? a third time? whenever your parents quarrel, your sis's problem. Will you turn back to online games as well? I wish you can further re-assure me. I don't know, For this time, maybe God wants me to know about this issue, hence I chanced about this. You can play any amount of servers, make countless of girlfriends, without telling me, i wont know. but dont you feel guilty or bad yourself?

If i had a choice, I rather i do not know anything about these. Why does God wants to punish me like this? When will you be able to treat me as your girlfriend, trust me and rely on me instead of other people? It saddens me that you rather rely on other people than me. Im waiting for a day where you can rely on me again.

*Do note this post is written base on my instinct, what is in my mind at that current time frame. Instinct can be true or untrue so yupps.

2009-08-11T18:54:00.000+08:00

oh wow congratulations blogger! you're back in the same shape again ._. no posting of pictures . One of my friend left me this comment after i ranted about all these internet application that got fugged up.
My friend=>""u know recently fb and google and another website dat i cnt rmb, all kenna hit by cyber attacks simultanausly. Some Denial Of Service thingy, dats y fb lagging lol"
i wonder who's the genius who launch such a powerful cyber attack!
oh well since i can't post pictures, nothing much to do here too. wanted to put up a few pictures to take part in a contest to win some gifts lol! i only wanted the freebies :X

Anyway, discovered a huge secret yesterday that hubby had a secret affair with another girl online in maple and were like lovey dovery under the watchful eyes of the public. Well what can i do? I did not expect it after like 2 years of decent relationship and oh wonderful? It's always the both of us tgt regardless if it's in an online game or real life and now there's a new online girl. Well, on your part you said that you treat online as online and real life is real life and that's all. But it's not in the past? But it do have a chain effect if you realised. Humans are funny creatures. Even if it's online, our feelings do get mixed up. you get angry at times and you can be happy when your online lover treats you good. You may say all of you live in different time zones. But i do not live with you and im not with you 24/7. I won't know what would you'll be doing either. You can say you're doing this but actually you're doing another thing. I admit im not an exception. I don't even know you're mapling and had all these friends. However i do believe in karma. I do know foreigners maybe more open and it's alright if you are close to them as friends. But is there a need to have a different online girlfriend? Calling each other baby and i<3you, i miss you etc. Seriously after seeing all that stuff i really wanted to put an end between us. i feel like puking. Very little people can withstand seeing other girls calling their boyfriend " dear, baby, honey<3 " is like what the fuck are they calling my guy like this? The answer you gave me in the morning, you wish to keep both of it, honestly, its a little disappointing even though you did emphasized im more impt. You can keep your friends but sorry i cannot accept you with another girl with another online relationship even though it's not real life. You know outstanders can see a relationship more clearly than others and im not a stupid retard who can't use my eyes and heart. you may say im petty but you can ask other girls if they mind having their bf having a extra girl.

i know you're having alot of family problems but JUST FACE IT instead of running away to the online world. you're a guy, how can you run away? Just face it dude? Running away to the online world where nobody knows you, getting to know new online friends and girlfriends, Would this solve your problem? It'll only numb your pain temporarily just like drugs. So whats the story ending of those drug addicts? sniff drugs, either die or get caught and suffer in jail. Why make yourself suffer more? There are no problems which cannot be resolve in this world. It only depends on How you face it, How you Handle it and your executing actions. If you bow to fate and let it lead you, you're a coward. Coward, you get it? There are alot of things you can do you know, like us going on a pinic, going cycling etc we havent even done this. For a family to stay together, Everyone plays a part to keep things going. You can try to choose a day when everyone's home, have a foursome talk tgt, tell them how unhappy you are and what will happen in the future. For your sister, perhaps she don't understand the seriousness of the problem yet. She is still growing up. Tell her abit by abit, about the future of the family and stuffs. There are alot of things to do. Just don't give up hope.
you're only drowning yourself in illusions now. You're only giving yourself and everyone more excuses. Do you want to ruin everything? your relationship with your family and me? You may ask why am i sticking with you for so long, because i believe the problem will always get resolve and tml may be a better day. I do not belittle our relationship and try to make it last forever because i do love you. I do believe in "forgive and forget". But there's always rules to everything.
1. I do not share my boyfriend regardless if it's online or real life. I treat both as the same.
I will not accept what happened in noobms.

2. There's a limit to my patience and feelings. Im trying to grab hold of the ropes and trying to make this relationship lasting. My hands does not clap alone. You play the other part. Once things get out of hand, and i no longer feel anything, that's it dear.

That is all im ranting for today. im off for dinner !

2009-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Part 2 , 31 July 07 Last day of internship (:

2009-08-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

Finally blogger is ok? :O hope it'll stay like this and don't give anymore problems. There are a chain of internet applications acting weird nowadays. Wonder whats wrong with it. Anyway had a heap of overdue photos. I'll go post by post i guess. So this one, will be for the end of my internship ! taken on 30th July 09, PART 1 (: Photos of my office, supervisor, and colleagues.

2009-08-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

what the hell happened to technology? Did technology eat up hotmail, blogger and facebook ?! Why did all applications went haywire for so long? how am i supposed to blog and post pictures when blogger sarks now with a problem that have not been resolved for more than a week? I think gmail is going to BOOOMM soon too . Oh well?!

2009-07-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

I love this song (: Rmb to pause my mini playlist at the left hand column first before playing this video (:

2009-07-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

Geees, Some Overdue Photos here! i will write the day accordingly hahh .
argh! been feeling unlucky these days , especially for online shopping .
Everytime something caught my eye when a collection JUST launch, IT"S SOLD OUT x.x
dammm! Those people are fast in grabbing eye candies >.> especially in bonitochico! Next time i shall time myself just 1 minute -.-
im now in 2 backorders ! One is bonitoChico's Cyan Sweet babydoll Frock dress, one of the 3 winners from the catwalk runway show on their 3rd birthday bash . Though the dress looks simple, but i think it's gorgeous (:
The other backorder i joined is the one from " AGirlsLabel ", i bought a black safety short! heehees some of my dresses are abit short to me so this shorts works great. It's like a super short tights / hot shorts (:
I wonder when will my satin bomber jacket arrive from xxheartstrings. So disappointed that 2 weeks became 2 months -_- Anyway, Pics time (:

Below: i think is 2 weeks ago 4 parcels arrived in a day! It includes my Black bandage wedges, a oversized top, my leopardy blazer and finally my elf make up!

Below: Taken 12/07/09 hahah! It happened 3 days ago when im sitting on my colleague's sit. Saw these "HARDWORKING" ants carrying a piece of food to somewhere........ EEEWW !

Below: Taken on 12/07/09
My new pink ribbon tube top (: hahah!

Below: Taken on Today! 15/07/09

I wana lose weight faster seriously :( g0nna watch what i eat hahah! am i still fat n0w? :/

2009-07-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

Photos taken at home and Below are from office!

Promised you'll be sicked of me with my photos overload ! ._.

Was bored at work so took some photos! HAHA i think the lighting in office's not bad . i look kinda white and clear :O I love my leftover brown-gold highlights of my hair in some pictures *.* I was thinking of dying / highlighting my hair to red ! my attachment's gonna end in 2 weeks time . Feeling abit sad hah, it shouldn't go like this X.X There should be no strings attached. Going back to sch next saturday ! I wonder how everyone has changed . Dam, after my attachment finished, im going to survive on whole meal bread for 1 month . Lunch and dinner just bread! I don't believe i won't lose my fat with this diet ._. Now im getting serious to lose weight finally! hahhah .

2009-06-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

Some shots taken from blogshop ones (: i don't know if i like curly or straight hair hahah .

I'm selling these two dresses atm ! Too many dresses and 85% are mini dresses *.* so i decided to let go these 2 ! only wore once ! Sold out in livejournals yup(: Do inform me if you wish to purchase them.

2009-06-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

The photos for kranji farm resort (:

2009-06-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

Wooohooo im back ! (:
been addicted to shopping so much that i've neglected alot of stuffs and this blog *roll eyes*
I shall let the pictures do the talkings.
But i will be putting up 2 post next (: 1 st is the pictures for kranji farm resort which i went last weekend. The 2nd one is with regards to my blogshop (: trying to sell off some dresses which i bought in impulse >.< indicated="">for skin sensitive peeps, even though i don't have any allergies at all and why the hell am i allegy to this?! argh?!
i was so irritated by it and i have to cover it with loads of powder to conceal the red patch x.x
I got so worried that i went to the pharmacy to find some medicine. Initially wanted to find a cream to relief the itch and cure it but the doc there intro me a packet of tablets called "clarityne" for allegies. I went to google "clarityne" and found out they cure a type of skin allegy called hives. Is this freaking thing on my face 's hive? Damn it i really hope it go away fast.... I SWEAR I AIN"T GONNA USE ANY MASK ANYMORE. THIS SHALL BE MY FIRST AND LAST MASK I EVER USED.

2009-04-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

have alot of follow up to blog about my attachment so that i wont forget what i have done!
hahah basically the last few days, im working on the database :/
only ytd, i was like needed at marketing/biz development dept to cover up another person who took 3 weeks leave.
so from ytd onwards, morning i will be working at the IT and operations dept . Then for afternoon, i'll be at marketing/biz development dept >.>
Did telemarketing !
First time huh hahah .
initially i get abit nervous cos i dont really know how to speak LMAO >.>
yupp my colleage-joycelin gave me several lists of telephone numbers of all the spa in singapore and my task is to call all the number and ask for the spa manager, then i have to promote and sell the company's spa benchmarking forum seminar to them *.*
The most hilarious person i ever talked to is a guy who sounds kinda frustrated cos he say our company kept call and email him those advertisements on our events i think, then he say to pass this message to the marketing dept "if anyone call or email him about those stuffs again, he gonna call the management" hahah its so hilarious lah !x.x
yupp basically these hahah.
my colleagues were ok so far hahah.
one of them is so sweet to give everyone and MEEEE some snacks hahah and i mean -
when i came back with 4 colleagues from lunch, we were all surprised to find snacks(biscuits etc) on our table then we looked at each other O_O hahah.
yupyup i feel so tired now, gonna go catch some air ~!

2009-04-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

I've just changed my playlist !
love the songs there(: esp-radar, fashion,fearless and uhm........alot!
hehes .
Talking about fearless by taylor swift, IT"S NICE (:

here's the video version that's nice. the one on imeen isnt as nice and clear as this=s

hehes this is the lyric:

There's somethin' 'bout the way
The street looks when it's just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement
Walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
Yeah

We're drivin' down the road
I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absent mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

So baby drive slow
‘Til we run out of road in this one horse town
I wanna stay right here in this passenger’s seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now capture every memory

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Well you stood there with me in the doorway
my hands shake
I'm not usually this way but
You pull me in & I’m a little more brave
It’s the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin’, it’s fearless.

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

(:

yupp yupp for today !
i overslept in the morning , woke up 7.10am and i immediately bounce off my bed lolol >.>
rush everything and went for work , luckily reach there around 9.00-9.05am hahah not much ppl reached yet though.
today learnt more about the POS inventory software theories again .
my boss told me i need to do the report using the software for April at the beginning of may and then print it hahah :3
It's dam lot of papers for this report hahah cos it include employee time in time out , sales etc .
he also said i may get dispatch to other studios / branches to observe and do something then write a report about what i saw . omg >.>
hahah then after lunch i continue to use excel to compile the year 2007 records same as the first day (:
till i end work ! YAY !
hahah *.* when i got home, after i removed my shoe, i found my last second toe bleeding x.x
i think the blister burst or what .
feels like a sting o_O dont know what happen though hahah

2009-04-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

Don't mind me, i have to blog everyday about what i did during my attachment so that i can do my report and e-journal as well (:
hahah!
today was a damn long day and full of theories to digest yeah .
I'm the first to arrive at work today and the office is still locked up -.-
then Rebecca arrived and she forgot to bring her keys hahahh then we waited for others to come .
yupps .
after my supervisor-Jason arrived , i continued ytd's work of compiling year 2008 customers information .
I finally finished at 11am+ .
then he began teaching me the theories ! AHHH !
First, we went through the emails . He said as a system analyst this email stuff i need to know so that i can create, handle, delete email accounts whenever necessary he's not around or whatever.
It's quite long cos there's the admin account and client's that refers to my colleages's accounts .
After this he taught me about some computer theories like distributors , resellers etc and internet service provider.
Business uses different computers from consumers such as they use Windows XP pro or Vista business etc and the broadband they used are specially dedicated for the company hence the bill is $200+. Unlike our broadband that's so cheap cos it's not dedicated , but shared in the whole block. hence the costs is like spread out(:
Then he showed me the server room which host the company's network and computer, softwares etc. Wow so many wires and machines >.> like dvd sets hahah!
he taught me what to press if there's a crisis but i don't think i'll be able to handle it x.x
it's just so confusing though i nodded my head throughout LOL .
after this.......Yeah we went on to printer troubleshooting .
He taught me what to do when a printer have paper jam, how to change the ink when toner low etc .
and this dam printer like is so huge and heavy that i scare the tray will drop "THUMP" on my feet when i drag it out HAHAH .
then .......we went back to his com and he taught me how to use a system inventory update software..which is confusing but i did my best in remembering everything >.> I know i will have to use this software someday....ugh!
Finally it's lunch time ! hahah
Went for lunch with Jason and his friend Debbie who also live in punggol .
Debbie's like 30+! hahah I miss my friends so much ): Wonder when can i eat lunch with hubby :X
hahah then i went back to office first while Jason and Debbie went smoking first *.*
slacked abit till he came back and carry on the theories ):
went through some webpage design stuffs....i almost felt at school in Otbs class x.x
hahah then he brief me about the graphics and images used in the webpage. The pictures all need to be bought . I didnt know that initially yupp .
I think it's from imageshutter or whatever .
then he assigned me to use excel pivot tables to select some datas and do some graphs .
Went home only at 6.30 pm :/ hahah .
so tired yeah hope attachment ends faster ! lolol

2009-04-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

It's 13 April 2009 today and the FIRST official day i started working .
HAHAHAH !
not quite working, i'm currently having my internship at a company to learn how a company actually works yada yadaa .
OH MAN AND THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MY MIND IS .... I REALLY MISS SCHOOL ALOT .
a working life is completely different from school ):
in school we have many friends of the same/similar age group and in between classes there's breaks and we can slack and chat alot, sometimes can even go home as early as 11am!
how much i miss school.........
a working life is straight forward 9-6pm can't late and can't leave early . SOBS!
As for peers......everyone in the company are friendly yeah but our age gap makes me feel odd one out x.x
Sometimes i even feel so grown up with them gosh i want to stay as a child :/
yeaps yeaps as for today....
reported to work at 9am sharp, real sharp hahahhh almost late cos almost miss a LRT .
but i still have to wait for my supervisor who report to work at 9.30 x.x
when i reached, the HR head - Rebecca gave me some briefing about the company then show me around the whole place(:
wow SPAS ARE REAL NICE AND COOL ! The ambience is just super great !
the place is specially designed that makes one feels at cloud 9 .
it's dimly lit with orange light , place decorated by mirrors and chocolate brown wood .
i remember seeing plants and pebbles .
Nice right?
hahah but too bad i don't work inside the spa :(
the spa is on the left side and the REAL OFFICE is on the opposite right side!
Yes the boring office work place just like a teacher/staff room at school . Looks like that .
there's all the different departments-HR, Sales and marketing, Finance, IT and operations etc.
But the workforce don't look really big though, around 20 people or lesser hahah thought it will be a really big office with 100 to 300 workers.
i got assigned to IT and operations . However the HR head told me i may get rotated around to sales and marketing and probably other studios / roadshows which i'm not really sure of it.
My supervisor was a guy called Jason. He's short to me hahah today i wore black flat shoes though and im standing on the same height or even taller than him . Makes me feel bad if i wear my heels and i have to "look down on him" >.>
lol . Ok lar not short, but he's just petite . compared to an average guy . or probably just normal .
The first thing he went through with me is uhm checking emails and replying customers who buy their products.
He said normally they will just go to the Outbox , copy and paste the past replies; of cos editing the product according to what the customer purchase and reply them . It's like confirming their orders and delivery date .
after this he ask me if i know those Php , dreamweaver stuffs anot cos they use these to do their website.
Alas i felt so bad cos i've clean forgotten all about them and my brain is real empty now unless i do catching up again , stimulating my brain to rmb what i've learnt in the past :/
OMG LAH then he ask if i know about those hardwares part anot ... i say "yeah learnt abit during year 1 but now don't really rmb x.x"
Im like everything also forget, feel so pathetic hahah >.>
then in the end he gave me a desk and ask me to use excel to compile all the year 2008 customers information and deleting the duplicates entries .
Every month has a folder and each folder consist of a report with 600-1000 entries .
i have to scan through all of the records and delete the duplicated entries one by one since we both forgot the formula shortcut to filter out >.>
hahahh *bang head*
then during lunch time, went to park mall with Jason, Su yee, another girl forgot her name , to eat.
hahah they chatted like close friends and know each other very long yeah and i felt like a outsider cos it's my 1st day today and i dont really know them >.> but yeah talked abit to them hahah .
that was then i knew Jason was 32 and Su yee was a malaysian around that age too and the other girl probably 25 - 29 hahah >.>
Jason's mouth reeks of cigarette smells when the first time he brief me about the stuffs x.x
yeah during lunch time they were talking about adult stuffs like marriage, proposing yada yada and i just listen hahaha >.>''
today hubby no work and how i wish he could come and find me for lunch but he's got rashes :S hahah!
But its ok cos Today i just look so unglam wearing those super formal working top and skirt *.* FEEL SO OLD, so hate it lol and my desk area feels so dam cold . Its really fuggin cold x.x
i pray that 6pm faster come yeah so that i can go home ):
and yeahh this company works on a punch card system hahah it's the first time i play this ! =3
Saw the CEO Dr Theresa Chew in her office working today for the first time real life >.>
Hmmm she's pretty and elegant like The F4's Dao Ming Si's Mother hahahh
When i reached home , i felt so tired . So tired that i can just doze off right away ! sob how i wish this internship days pass faster.....

2009-04-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Today was a long day!
afternoon went to Singapore Expo the John Little Sales to shop with yinyin cos our internship is starting real soon .
omg actually only wanted to buy pants but so many stuffs on offer so grab grab grab like those kiasu aunties and throw into the big big basket without second thoughts x.x
Then our basket got too full that we have to filter some clothes out :/
In total i bought 4 working tops, 1 blazer, 2 working pants, 1 handbag and a working skirt .
Total = $79.50!
IM BROKEDDDDDDDDDDD OMGGGGGG!
Can't seems to stop buying ):
*bites my finger*
actually got one more checkered blazer which i wanted to include but i don't know if i will ever need it in the future . ITS SO DAMN CHEAP LAHH ONLY $10 OMG but looking at my shopping plastic bag below i went into silence and..... *roll my eyes* ..... ok i shall stop buying =S I had to carry this enormous big yellow bag from tenah merah all the way to punggol via mrt which is like zzZzZzz ! First time carry such a big plastic bag hahahh !

At evening met up with my family and we went to "Bliss" a dining place at Hougang Park which sells western food etc etc (: This place has a really nice ambience at night as it is dark, lit up with dim orange light with candles placed in every tables. If you're lucky you can sit near the lake (:
The food's nice and the price can be compared with swenson ~.~ Our bill came and it's .... $94 x.x

2009-04-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa with some classmates ytd(:
took alot of pictures hahah .
oh my, sentosa really changed alot !
Huge loads of pictures coming up!
actually it starts from all the way bottom to top yeah(:

The "go cart" ! This "car" looks really simple and fun to drive in it :3

Went for a ride in this "open sitting bench cable car" lol it was certainly trilling and frightening for those afraid of heights cos it's super high and open around you!

The nature walk ........................ ALOT OF ANTS AND CREEPPY CRAWLIES EEWW !

2009-03-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

HERE ARE ALL THE PICTURES WHICH I FINALLY UPLOADED after duno how many donkey days ! =D
Warning: huge chunks of pics coming up~

Scene 1 : Project days in school(:

Scene 2: Yinyin's house(:

Scene 3: The day i used paper to curl my hair ! well, it seems i did not do it well but yupp it DO curl =3

Scene 4: Suntec City Crazy! (:

Scene 5: 10/11 March 09 Up your service workshop in school!

I FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON ECLIPSE AND BREAKING DAWN WEEEEE!
I swear they are the first that got me so engrossed in it !
Rawr !

2009-03-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm was getting kinda bored suddenly felt empty with nothing to do.
so came to blog abit :)
went out with yin yin to shop today .
we met at pasir ris interchange first then shop there and white sand.
well i bought a oversized boyfriend shirt to match with my legging :)
it's really oversized HAHAH but kinda ex i felt x.x
then there's a sales at WhiteSand near the entrance , a wallet shop i think .
i bought a new black wallet and yin bought a magenta colour wallet.
my heart actually dropped when i used it at home while xfering all the stuffs.
you know why?
Cos the leather peels/flake.
lol?
it's the polo brand man , i thought they should have at least some quality in it.
even though it's sales, it was still priced at $20+ originally or more ....
seriously abit disappointed.
argh!
whatever.
then we took the train to habourfront to go Daiso :)
Vivo city is gigantic seriously since we only go there once in a blue moon.
we kept lost our way hahaha!
well below are some pics we took there =3
wanted to take more but felt embarrassed -.-

P.s: credits to any photographs taken from national geographic :)

2009-03-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

today went to hubby's house again =3
felt abit guilty cos everytime due to blogshop stuffs cut short the time spent with him =/
hmm must do something about it hahah !
found the piano score for yiruma-river flows in you .
ima master this piece !
*muahahaha*
today spent alot of time with him solely at his house .
felt like the house belongs to the both of us in the future sometimes like living tgt >.>
HAHAH
took some pic pic while playing with the rabbit :)

2009-03-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

it've been ages since i last blogged .
went to cut my fringe today!
don't know if i'm beginning to regret my decision .
X.X
hahah sch's finally over ! waiting for my internship .
i wonder which company will i be posted to .
I hope it is the Expression company at dhouby gaut !
i wonder if i will get my choice =/
hahahh !
the thought of going to work creeps me out .
working hours so dam long .
probably 6 hours should be enough !
hahah!
i am still waiting for the eclipse and breaking dawn book !
i want them crazily !
i wonder if my uncle will buy for me o.o
or anyone have to book to lend x.x
llolol .

2009-03-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

Went to my comm skills tutor-Eugenia's house yesterday at White Water .

i was abit late due to the heavy rain and the unexpected potato puffs that failed me utterly!
mom took the potato puffs and throw them into the cooking wok to deep fry them .
BUT THEY TURNED TO WHIPPED POTATO like melted instead of the original ball shape x.x
rofl?

then we used the oven to try toast it lols .
hola ~ it worked though the colour is abit pale =3
then i went out to meet yinyin and the class at pasir ris interchange:)
dam it i swear the rain is so big when i was about to leave!
don't know why it's march already and there's heavy rainfall almost everyday like the rainfall period in november, december .
lol reached the interchange successfully without getting drench :P
met half the class and we wait for the bus .
the other half had alrdy proceed before us .
thank god the rain subsided gradually .
White Water is so so so nice !
They have like super duper big pools =3
I love the overall scenery, design and environment of it:)
Actually EVERY condos are excellent >.< I yearn to live in one in the future too :) ESPECIALLY PENTHOUSE :)
but i know it's dream long long rofl .
must earn alot $$$$$$ and hold a high position job next time !
but even if the exterior design is nice, the interior design is like sux, then no-no -.-
hahah!
when we entered Eugenia's house, her house suddenly became like so tiny due to the sudden increase in number of people .
hahah! her house is pretty :)
a wall of chocolate brown colour matching the other white walls , Brown and white curtains , orange spot lights, air con etc . i love it ! lols .
We began unpacking all our food on her dining table . None of us really bought the main course -.- Mostly bought cakes , deserts , snacks etc lols .
We began to start eating, chatting and watching a VCD and shows which have alot of swearings and funny scenes lol .
Eugenia's daughter came back at around 8.30pm .
Her name is Abby . hahah so cute ! she bites her toys and loves bunny alot .
We wanted to go home at around 10.30pm but the stupid rain kept pouring down hard with the super big thunders x.x
So we waited and split into groups with Eugenia's hubby ferrying us to the bus stops. i reached home at around 12am :)
Below are some pics :)

*note: eugenia is the one carrying the baby blue toddler xp

rahh ! i love twilight ! i know it's unrelated but i just love it >< !!!!

2009-03-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

been busy with blogshop stuffs these days .
any one who drop by here can go view http://baby-sapphire.blogspot.com :)
lol i wonder when will all the items be cleared .

some random pics taken while updating blogshop stuffs :)

ahhh !
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TWILIGHT !
i wanna continue on to new moon, eclipse, and breaking dawn !
damn it i didn't know it was so nice :/
I SO REGRET I DIDN'T CATCH THE MOVIE!
Sobs .
Stephenie Mayer is such a talented writer .
By reading her book, the feelings that's being drawn out from me is like so real .
though it is only a book.
The love between a vampire and a human is so touching .
So sweet .
Sometimes i wished i'm a eurasian too >.>
all their lifes seems so exciting and interesting .
*i wish i wish i wish*

gotta go continue reading !
bella's gonna go meet the baddie vampire !
tatas :)

2009-03-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

had a long day today!
but it's a fun one :)
went out at around 1.30pm, took cab to bedok and rush down to meet the blogshop owner x.x
getting dead broke soon ! x.x
rofl .
went to geyleng methodist sec to find her since she got CCA .
then went to paya labar to wait for yinyin .
we then went to the bank in tampines to apply my atm card >.<>.>
lol so we decided to go to the airport since it've been a long time since we last visited .
the airport had changed alot .
more beautiful now i think o.o
such a pity we didn't get to terminal 3 since she said it's not really nice .
here are some pics at terminal 1 and 2 lol .

2009-02-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

this video is funny:) RMB TO CATCH THE LYRICS :D

Touch My Body Fail by Mariah Curry

*if it does not come out, probably wait a min :)

2009-02-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

Slept for the almost the whole day today >.>

Forgo my studies ):

Another day wasted .

Left 4 more days to study for my ERM paper:)

I hate ERM yet i love it .

ERM-Enterprise Resource Management.

If only i can Ace this subject and be a ERP consultant, Ima earn big bulks in the future <3

Why i hate it?

too many freaking theories to memorise

^%^$%#^&*&*(!? \%$*%^%!

Went out for dinner with my family at around 7.30pm+ .

We had Japanese meal today:)

I'll let the pictures do the talkings .

PS: Some are candid and some looks idoitic so, no laughing!! >.<

thats all for today ! time for my drama ! time for my brown

sugar macchiato !

Bye!

2009-02-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Testing:) First Post for this new Blog!

Nil for the moment -.-

it's friday again hahah . feels so bored now .why are your family problems making us can't talk? I don't understand . Didn't we talked as usual like last time? So what is wrong now? o_o

How i wish that i can live with you and hug you to sleep .

it's friday again hahah . feels so bored now .

why are your family problems making us can't talk? I don't understand . Didn't we talked as usual like last time? So what is wrong now? o_o