School's going to reopen soon in 2 days time .
In half a year's time i'm going to graduate from poly .
Time passed so fast .
i still don't know the path i'm going to take .
i know i want to make it big and earning big bucks .
but sometimes i just don't know which direction to go .
Route 1: continue studying .
Route 2: Start working .
Of course, i would prefer route 1, to continue study. Though i don't really like studying but i like being a student . It makes me feel young lolol i know it's kinda lame . But it's true . Working makes one feels more mature and older . Perhaps let's say this after i graduate yeah?
I think that heaven's playing with me sometimes . lol .
My new class consist of several interesting people . hmmm .
Luckily not alot of enemies though :3
All in all, what i know is:
i have several close friends in the same class with me :3
but alas, yin yin did not manage to be in the same class as me .
The 5 party-ers/clubbers are in the same class as me .
few slackers in the same class as me .
An ex-admirer of mine rumored by my year 1 class is in the same class as me .
An ex-crush i once like in year 1 is in the same class as me .
A lesbian is in the same class as me .
etc etc etc etc .
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Hmmm, yesterday you told me to inform you if i feel that you're neglecting me .
Well here it is!
You're neglecting me! Hahah!
Everytime you go out for dance or something, you rarely reply me back .
I will always wonder what you're doing, who you're with, where you all went etc etc.
How will you feel if im out late with my friends and i don't reply you .
I wonder if your dance friends know about me or not . Or why don't you reply straight away after you received my message hahah >.> Don't know why but sometimes whenever i want to talk with you, but you reply kinda slowly . Bet you don't even know my hamster went to heaven .
Well it's hard to put it in words from here now on .
i'll just try to type out whatever i think and feel yeah .
I wonder when will i get to see you dance/bring me along with you hahah .
Not when you're at home, not when you're alone, but when you're in the studio with your friends .
I know i don't dance, but you and your sis like dancing so much that i want to learn dancing too .
I wanted to share the moment with you too .
Even if i don't dance, i want to be there to support you .
Honestly, i always wanted to accompany you whenever you go dancing .
Or rather, I want to go where ever you are going .
you don't have to worry whether i be tired or not, if i am i will tell you so no worries .
I don't care if you're afraid of showing me your ugly side when you're dancing or whatever .
But you know i dont care about such stuffs.
Everyone have their own ugly side. No one's perfect hence practices makes perfect .
I just want to accompany you and watch you dance even if i don't dance .
I'll feel contented enough just by watching you dance and passing you a bottle of drink after your practice, wiping off your sweat and give you a kiss on your head saying "good job honey".
It's not that i will feel bored or not .
But luckily i don't hate dancing or dancers at all .
In fact, I like to watch people dance . On tv shows , videos or whatever .
I just wanted to be with you yeah .
My friend and her bf always go out everywhere together regardless if it's her friends or his friends . They'll accompany each other . I just find it sweet and nice hahah .
One last point, remember about the sentosa trip which we discussed? lol you don't really like your sis's bf to go . But honestly, i don't know if i've tell you this before, I prefer a double date hahah .
It'll be like super odd if there's only 3 people, you, your sis and me.
I don't know but sometimes i feel abit out when it's only the 3 of us hahah . Cos you seems to spend more time talking to your sis than me . so yeah, sometimes i feel abit odd one out . so somehow i prefer double lol . It isn't just the sentosa trip we're planning hahah .
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