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[ Me ]

x` 16.01.1990
x` Temasek Business School
x` I'm emotional, a living human.
x` I can get angry easily.
x` You can be labeled as my foe as fast as 3 seconds.
x` I do not trust anyone easily except myself.
x` A blur queen of yours truly.
x` I'm an unexpected person that you may not expect me to be.
x` I can be random.
x` I can be scheming, be careful of where you're stepping. I bite.
x` I'm a shopaholic.
x` I love music and instruments.
x` I try to make those i love happy.
x` I have poor punctuality but i'm trying to change this fact.
x` I love taking pictures.
x` I absolutely hate creepy crawlies.
x` I do not like liars. fuck off far away please thank you.
x` I love learning new interests.
x` If something caught my eye, i'm not going to let it go.
x` I love learning japanese and korean language.
x` I am crazy over pretty heels nowadays.
x` I love japanese food and pizzas.
x` I want to be your Angel, your god that you worship.
x` Attached to Timothy Teo ah wen wen, 03072007.

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date: Saturday, September 12, 2009
time:12:31 AM

Guess what day it is today?

hahah .

12 september 09 .

1 month had passed.

time fly fast huh .

well i've made several new resolutions too though it's not christmas or new year.

12 september onwards marks a new day for us perhaps.

I hope you're clear that i don't tolerate any other relationships regardless if it is an online one or worst still real life. I treat a relationship pretty seriously. Yes, im petty and selfish. This is me. I don't like sharing personal stuff. Fuck off. I bite. What happened last month is the first and also the last. If history somehow repeats again in the future, sorry but i'm afraid we have to say good bye. For i think you are not ready for a proper relationship yet. If you really love, treasure and cherish me wholeheartedly, there won't be room for any other girls besides Me. Yes, it includes flirting and flings too. Being friendly does not equal to flirting. Being friendly does not equal to imitating a foreigner's style. There're alot of styles in being open. After all this time, i've learn and realised alot of stuffs. I opened my eyes. I've learnt what i wanted. I yearn for a perfect and happy family in the future with a caring, loving husband and wonderful kids and not a broken family. I somehow fear this phrase - a leopard never changes its spots. I rather suffer pain now rather than in the future when we are going to settle down. What happened last month, how i feel, is like coming home one day after work and seeing your husband in the bed with a fox. This is what a woman , ANY woman hated most. I have to be truthful now. I don't like a two face person. Not one in a relationship. White lies are good. But, it's not when it involves a malicious purpose or a third party. It's just how you handle things. Please do not try to keep me in the dark anymore.

I believe in karma. The more a person tries to hide and run. the more the lies will begin to surface. It's life. It's guilt. It's karma. You may think i don't know anything. I may act like i don't care, i don't know. But actually, you don't know how much fact i know in the dark. The truth always somehow ended up in my hands.

You may run, you may hide. It's clinche to say you can never escape from my claw. I'm a monster, this is how scary i am. *evil laughter* I wish that you can start to share and learn with me. We're in a relationship right? what's a relationship if you rather share it with another person than me? I hope you'll learn to cherish me and treat me more seriously in the future.

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